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Saturday, October 02, 2004

Sat, 02 Oct 2004 15:08:18 GMT

i feel like crap...ugh! i dont want to go to work at all today...i want my day off....i wish it was monday and we didnt have school either...wow i think i may end up getting sick at work :(

anyways...i think im gonna do that seven people thing cause im bored...

1. young life...trips to zanesville...locking my keys in the car...chapman and zac..haha...trucks! jones soda and chicken pizza...the phone call to chapman...man i love ya! i miss ya lots and lots! good ol' times! call me!

2. the apartment! had our guy problem...you will marry him and have little ____s and _____s running around! haha. did you keep my leaves still? you are da bomb diggity! lol...

3. youve been there since kindergarten! i love ya lots! remember my party with you, mary, and kristina...you are the only one who actually stayed the night...going to ryan's...man i miss that...the bowling alley too....st benedicts days....hey hunny bunny...thats funny! band...love ya!

4. you saved my life! AAA! thank you so much! the one time we hung out..man that was halarious listening to you sing! you are gay! haha no i am just messing! i miss ya! we gotta hang out sometime...thank you for taking me to steak n shake for the first time!

5. cedar point...taco bell..thank you for letting us go since ethan was there! my speeding ticket....man ive been such a bitch to you larely...im so sorry...i miss you lots!

6. youve listened to so much crap from me...i dont know how you do it...i liked you forever and then i finally had my chance...wow i wish i would have taken it more seriously...but now it wont happen...but we are still friends which is cool...i remember the piggy back rides...and going to your house...haha picking you up last year...the cemetary...

7. ...you are my perfect person...i cant wait for you to come visit me...i cant wait to go visit you....cedar point...the car with brenae driving haha...taco bell...your cousin...im glad we are still talking...thank you for everything...

Lauren

Friday, October 01, 2004

Fri, 01 Oct 2004 02:39:18 GMT

the poem he wrote went through the washer,...i dont have it anymore :( i take it as a sign...its really over

Lauren

Thursday, September 30, 2004

Thu, 30 Sep 2004 00:00:48 GMT

hey all! i finally got a cell phone...call me! 1-740-680-2087

Lauren

Wednesday, September 29, 2004

Wed, 29 Sep 2004 02:17:02 GMT

hey fans...wow im never saying that again

anyways...i worked tonight...oh fun...not...but oh well its money...seriously i get judged too easily there...no one really knows me except melissa and i want like the people to know me but for that to happen, they have to hang out with me outside of steak buffet....oh well

after work i stopped at mcdonalds to get some food and see some people...amber was working..miss her and i realize im gonna be moving close to charles next summer! haha that will be great

im talking to mallory on msn right now....i want her to meet nathan because he is one of a kind! haha everyone knows thats true...its nathan!

ethan just got on! damn i miss him!

i guess im out

Lauren

Tuesday, September 28, 2004

Tue, 28 Sep 2004 01:20:34 GMT

fun times with kayla davis! haha kayla kicks ass! i love that girl!

hm...work tomorrow...of wednesday and thursday! yay! i found a paycheck while working on cleaning my room..tonight was the last time i could cash it so i cashed it like 20 minutes ago! lol i was scared they wouldnt let me but i got to in the end

next summer is going to rule!

Lauren

Monday, September 27, 2004

Mon, 27 Sep 2004 01:35:32 GMT

10 things that scare me:
1. being alone
2. death
3. people hating me
4. myself
5. being swept off of my feet
6. ethan
7. cliff...eek! guy who is 40 and likes me
8. love
9. having no future
10. guns/knives/naseball bats

9 things that attract me to the opposite sex:
1. calves
2. sense of humor
3. hair
4. being a sweetheart
5. personality personality personality
6. how he holds me
7. being in a band
8. having a future
9. soccer players!!!

8 things I love:
1. cuddling
2. little gifts that show you love someone
3. being crazy
4. work
5.sleeping!!!
6. love
7. my niece Eva...
8. food!!!!!!!!

7 things I hate:
1. hypotcrits
2.cockiness
3.arabs..lol
4 nosy people
5. rudeness
6. feet.
7. loneliness

6 random facts about me:
1.i have a phobia of death....
2. my absolutely perfect guy love in nebraska and hes coming to visit christmas break
3.i wish i never awoke
4 negative...always
5i still have feelings for cody
6.i miss my past.....

5 things I plan to do before I die:
1. have my perfect guy
2. have a good future
get married.
4. travel.
5. let everyone knows that i love them

4 things i want to do right now:
1. become a happy person
2.love like i never have before
3. sleep
4. cuddle.

3 things that annoy me:
1. being nosy
2. hypocrits
3. myself...

2 things i can do:
1. good worker
2. i guess write

1 thing i can't do:
1. trust one with my whole heart

Lauren

Saturday, September 25, 2004

Sat, 25 Sep 2004 02:29:48 GMT

i just want to say...please EVERYONE!!! pray for Lane Keyes...i know im not a religious person but he really needs our prayers...hes a great guy and this shouldnt have happened to him...i care for him like a brother since ive known him forever...please just pray for him..thats my only request

get well Lane...

Lauren

Friday, September 24, 2004

Fri, 24 Sep 2004 17:53:18 GMT

hello all of what people call "fans"

better moods are picking back up but not for long...haha tomorrow is raynas baby shower and then i have to work after that :( baby due in 2 weeks and 2 days! yay! im so excited! i felt it move for the first time a couple days ago, so that was awesome! ive never felt a baby move in the womb, but that was like kick a$$!

psychology class is so muchf un...today we determined our personalities, i dont agree with what i go though...oh well

i guess i wont update until i actually get enough comments that make it worth it to update...no one read this

Lauren

Thursday, September 23, 2004

Thu, 23 Sep 2004 02:06:15 GMT

wow the comments just keep on rolling in...not...i wish that they were though...i miss those at least 15 comments on each entry now i get 2...wow i must be a slacking in the info...haha

didnt go to school today....oh fun

hm...im really hating the person that i am now...all i do is fight with people...i dont even know why

work...haha jason is awesome...i cant stand travis anymore and well im mad at cody...haha oh yea and doug is gorgeous

and i really need help with chemistry!!! anyone understand it that will help me?

Lauren

Tuesday, September 21, 2004

Tue, 21 Sep 2004 17:54:42 GMT

hey ladies and gentlemen! its been a while! i worked 11-11 on sunday! eek and got into a huge fight with cody...oh well

i was supposed to hang out with aj on monday but that didnt happen...he never picked up his phone, but oh well! who knows what went on with that!

tomorrow on my day off im gonna be like cleaning my room all night because its a huge mess! i also wont be on the net much since i have to wait to get this thing for my own computer so we can hook up the digital to it and i have to pay about $100 and i dont get paid until thursday! oh well!

not really much has been going on lately....oh well

in better mood ill say that though! haha i was getting kinda worried...oh well

anyways...yea i miss him! ugh!

ive been trying to get a hold of rob, but he never answers hi phone :( i miss talking to him a lot! ugh! i hope paige is able to tell him to give me a call! who knows that...

heres a question...if you were married and had a kid and you could only save one of their lives, whose life would you save? your partner's or your kid's?

Lauren